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04 March 2014 @ 02:09 am
Wow I really didn't update in a long time.
I checked my old entries because I was bored and it really hurt to see, that almost all that I loved with all my heart, is gone now.

- Deluhi: disband
- Oz: disband
- Erdbeeren: disband
- Plunklock: hiatus

those bands were my life. I really don't get over the fact that Oz' Natsuki vanished, that they all vanished as if Oz had never existed.

I'm glad to see that Gackt is still around. 15 years now, I love him for 15 years now and he will always have a special place in my heart. But so will Natsuki, Louis, Haro and Juri. Juri and Haro are still around, which is good. I hope they'll stay... but Natsuki *sigh*

Well things changed a lot. During all those years I saw Gackt live 3 times. I went to Japan twice and I'm going back to Tokyo again in 2 weeks. I will see some great bands like Dezert, Sel'm, R'ezlt, Girugamesh, Stereo.c.k. but without all those bands I loved, it's not the same. It's Tokyo without Plunklock. I met them a lot there in the past year. All in all I saw them, I think 11 times. Or more. Haro has a live but it's 5 days before I arrive. I'm really sad about that.

well what else? I'm probably going to see Juri, who has a live on the 24th. I wish Sujk would be there too.

And in my life: Well I have great friends, I don't want a boyfriend, I am looking for a new Job. Stuff we all have to deal with every now and then in our life. I'm turning 32 this year, pretty old huh? Ah well, I get older, we all do. But my heart and my love will always stay the same.

I really miss my bands who are gone. And they will be missed forever.

alisonmolkoqueen on March 4th, 2014 09:25 am (UTC)
schoen von dir zu hoereen sabrina!

mir gehts aehnlich wie dir nur dasss ich durchdrehe beim gedanken naechstes jahr 30 zu sein! XD